What was I thinking I am never leaving this place…
What was I thinking I am never leaving this place…
Me and this guy I met on a suicide forum years ago caught up randomly last night and it was so sweet because both of us are doing so much better than we were when we met and we just talked very happily to one another about how we are doing… Made my night tbh because we were both going through it at the time. And now we are not!
What happened?
u could never b vampkittie 🫶🐈⬛❤️
Comical how after all that has been said here you choose to compare the only two women in the situation in some gross attempt to pit me against another girl for a man’s short comings while completely ignoring the man in the centre of it all. Funny how men actually can just do anything and no matter what it will always result in two women being compared and pitted against one another. It’s hilarious. And unfortunately for me now I lose all my rights and validity to have been genuinely hurt or upset in the past by how this man acted simply because ‘I was not picked.’ And thus any attempt I’d ever make to express how I feel about a man who ‘didn’t pick me’ must come from a place of wanting to ruin a relationship I so desperately desired for myself and not because I was actually personally offended by something at the time or that I could have ever rejected a man myself as a women, right? How could a women ever do such a thing. I just have to be coping with the loss of this man so hard by saying such impossible things for a women. So now as the women ‘who wasn’t picked’ because I didn’t end up with the guy which is the ultimate purpose for a women I am just so much lesser than this other women who has the man. So now any expressions of negativity I could possibly have about somebody I knew before I even knew this other women has to be out of jealousy of her and it could never just be my honest experience because no! I am evil and jealous and a women. All I do is eat hot chip and lie. I didn’t fulfill my only purpose and get the man and now I can never again have a valid opinion on this man based in reality because all I could possibly have to say is merely out of spite towards this women because I want to be her so bad ugh. God that should be me. Get real what year is it lmfao.
you are a jealous bitch seriously
You are a fucking brain dead monkey. You see ‘drama’ and start spinning in circles and banging your hairy ape chest and getting all excited acting like a feral brainless animal because you have nothing worth getting that excited for irl I’m sure. I know what this pertains to and when I read the anon I just fucking knew people were going to make the same braindead assumption your making rn because I have openly been a hater while quite obviously making posts regarding people who upset me on here. Enough so for people to even message me personally and know who I was talking about. I always said who it was and was honest and respectful about how I PERSONALLY felt because I had nothing to hide ever. Why would I so poorly try and hide that all of a sudden via anon?
Never once have I hid behind an anon and said shit without admitting it because I literally do that openly on my blog for everybody to see. I’ve never avoided looking like a bitch on here before. I say what I want whenever. I have said far worse to people directly the person you are trying to stand up for certainly knows that too and I always attach my name to what I’m saying and have been straight up about who it’s about when asked. I messaged the person to apologize not because it was me who sent it but unfortunately it had to be somebody I expressed my personal emotions/feelings to who used details about what I knew/was saying in private which made me feel a little guilty because that’s disrespectful. I don’t think anybody else would have known certain things that was said in the anon. I am not stupid enough to directly quote my own post in a message sent anonymously.
That said I’m not sorry for saying what I said ever. I still stand by all the shit I have ever said myself on my blog, in my space, and to others I trusted because I believe how I feel and stand by my opinions because Ik what happened and I actually know the people involved unlike you. None of you do. But I don’t stand by interjecting your opinion into another persons relationship or space where it’s clearly unwelcome. When you have no business there. No matter how much I dislike somebody. Which is why these people have been blocked from my blog for months now because as much as I am fine saying what I say confidently, I also understand that doesn’t mean certain people need to see or hear how I feel and I’m sure they don’t wanna either. They are free to do whatever tf weird shit they do and I’ll def judge them on my own because it’s public and my choice. Everybody does that I’m not hearing it. Matter of fact I use to do it with this person too and surely it’s been done to me so boohoo. It’s how people are. I am always going to find a way to express how I feel even if I am clowning on people but it will always be honest and based on what’s true to me and I’ll always be straight up. I’d never do it like that.
On that note tho I am done here. Not a single good thing came from people here. I haven’t even been on here enough where replying to this is necessary. I just wanna make it so fucking clear I do not care about your goofy ass relationships, I do not care about making friends, I don’t care about you fake fucks saying whatever you have to on here to feel better about yourselves, I don’t care about how your all losers irl and come online to cosplay somebody worth listening to, I don’t care about your parasocial relationships with each other. You have no idea who I am enough to make any fucking assumptions about me. I couldn’t imagine investing enough time into strangers business online just to still be wrong like this. At least be fucking funny if you are investing time into watching somebody. Doesn’t seem like you have had a laugh at this at all… Can’t be good for you. Especially calling me jealous? OF WHAT? I want nothing like what I’m seeing ever at all. I have turned down multiple romantic advances from this particular person for a year. I lost a friend because somebody didn’t know how to confront or manage their emotions and was disingenuous because of that. I’m pissed that somebody wasted my fucking time and I lost somebody I called a friend who turned out to not at all be who they portrayed themselves to me as and became everything they use to talk shit on lmao. If you knew anything or payed attention to anything I have said with my name attached to it you’d know I cut him outta my life. But you’d never know that because you know nothing and are making the worst assumptions humanly possible. Do yourself a favour and log off. See how I don’t need anon to say that? Crazy. Why? I’ve said it plenty before lmao. It’s not new.
And while I’m here just know I have a good idea who sent that anon and what’s worse than being a ‘simp’ is a fake friend who pretends to care about what I’m saying in a time where I am upset just to rehash it all out online months later when everybody else has moved on and it had nothing to fucking do with you. You are severely mentally ill and need so much help it’s unreal. Congrats on being a terrible person and extremely spiteful and bored. I’m done here. Go Kys.
There is plenty I could say on this topic to hurt peoples feelings or relationships if I really wanted to… I’d say far more than what that anon said if my goal was to be a bitch. If I really felt as though shits gonna fail for people then Ik it will do so without any input from me that’s for sure. Go fuck yourselves. You won’t be hearing from me again this place fucking sucks.
I am tempted to do this coffee masters program thingy at work not because I care about coffee like that but because I get to wear a black apron instead of a green one that signifies I am knowledgeable and an expert at coffee but more importantly that I’m goth af
I need him so bad… I’m gonna main him in FighterZ so I can hear him yell and grunt and moan!
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